Our song.

So, as some of you know, back in June, a went through a miscarriage. It was very difficult... but the father of my baby decided he was going to walk out before I lost the baby.
If I would have remained pregnant, and he came around, I would be able to forgive him... but now... if he ever did come back and apologize, now it would be so hard to forgive him completely.
It really breaks my heart... not just that I lost the baby, but also the person I felt was the love of my life.
Now, I am sitting here... listening to our song... For the First Time... by The Script.

It really is our story. We split almost 3 years ago, if you guys remember. His name was Casey... and I was madly in love.
Then, we broke up, and we had other dating and relationships... but we ended up back together.

The song's chorus says it all
"We're gonna start by drinkin on cheap bottles of wine...
Sit, talking up all night

doing things we haven't for a while
we smile but we're close to tears

and even after all these years
we just now got the feeling that we're meeting...
for the first time"

We did start with cheap wine and small talk that lead to long conversations...
I miss him. Weird. I never thought I'd feel this way.

Soooo...

I have not had too much time lately to stop and post anything here. Everything I have done has been a little more focused on work and marketing...
http://dollfacephotographs.blogspot.com
Has some recent stuff... and twitter and facebook do too... I can't say how often I will post here anymore... but I want to try and post when I think about it again!

Last event in my life I made you aware of was the exciting trip to ATL thing.
Well, We DID go in January... 2nd-3rd...
even though we only planned on being there... 2nd.
We went down... and it was a PERFECT day in the winter... mid 50s.
We were headed down for a church service in Atlanta, and we were coming home that evening. All good things...
So, everything was going SO well, and we made great time.
As we came off the Chastain exit on I-75, we knew we were within 10 minutes of HEAVEN (my perception of it) We stopped what was 1.4 miles from the church according to the GPS... ran inside to fix hair... put gas in the car... all those things.
When we returned to the vehicle... it wouldn't start.
So we waited around for a tow truck for HOURS... ended up being that the tow truck driver did not know the area and got lost on the way to find us.
Joys.
But it was FUN. The trip at least.

Back again!!!

Well, I know I have said it many times before, but... it's been a long time since I posted last, and I am going to try and post regularly again. One month a long time ago, I had 70 posts in a single month. Now, I average like... 1.5 a month.... I'd say that's a sad difference. So, I'll post about current stuff, and try to fill in blanks about whatever I can remember to. =)

Building Ideas

The company I work for is on Facebook now. I'm setting the page up. Check it! haha.