I have a photoshoot Saturday... on top of the fact that we are moving to a new house that day also. I am so excited about both!
Today we went shopping and got a dress for my shoot, and looked at dishes for the new house
3.25.2010
3.22.2010
Here comes the sun
Here comes the sun ♪ ♫
I am about to head out with Brandon. I love that kid! haha. We ARE going to school, but it just makes me think we are kicking off one hell of a week.
I always love spending time with Brandon... especially because his personality is so much like Brittany's... at the same time... they are SO opposites.
I had a dream last night that was really weird... and then, at 4:48 this morning, somebody called me with a restricted number. Whoever this is has been calling me for the past 24 hours, at random times. I think I suspect who it is... and I think it's just to annoy the hell out of me... UGH
I am about to head out with Brandon. I love that kid! haha. We ARE going to school, but it just makes me think we are kicking off one hell of a week.
I always love spending time with Brandon... especially because his personality is so much like Brittany's... at the same time... they are SO opposites.
I had a dream last night that was really weird... and then, at 4:48 this morning, somebody called me with a restricted number. Whoever this is has been calling me for the past 24 hours, at random times. I think I suspect who it is... and I think it's just to annoy the hell out of me... UGH
99 CENT FRIES
This so reminds me of my best friend. Oh, how I miss her. =)
We would sit out in the sun for hours. The one in the yellow would be Brittany, and the one in the white would be me... =) I love this
We would sit out in the sun for hours. The one in the yellow would be Brittany, and the one in the white would be me... =) I love this
3.21.2010
If you were stranded on a desert island, which one person would you bring with you?
AHHH! I am tied between 2. One would be Brandon... but I'm afraid he'd get an awful sunburn, and would enjoy it less...
Brittany... would tan well, swim a bunch, and as long as she had a camera, we'd be in pretty good shape. HAHA!. I gotta love that girl!
Public Interview
Ask me anything http://formspring.me/samisimplicity
It's basically a public interview. I may end up posting questions and responses here
It's basically a public interview. I may end up posting questions and responses here
It's spring again
It's spring... and it's beautiful. I am off to church, and feeling that this will be a wonderful day... =)
3.20.2010
Finale - Banana Republic
I love my best friends:
Britany- You are the most wonderful friend, always. Through thick and thin... You're wonderful... and you know it
Brandon- Gosh... I am so in love with being your best friend. I don't know what I would do without you!
Britany- You are the most wonderful friend, always. Through thick and thin... You're wonderful... and you know it
Brandon- Gosh... I am so in love with being your best friend. I don't know what I would do without you!
3.19.2010
Today
Today, I found out, that Kevin, does, indeed, have another girlfriend. I cried, and I don't think he knows it... I was sitting right next to him, but I just leaned against the window for the ride home, and pretended to sleep.
I realized he is moving on... and it hurts so bad.
I am sitting at the fork in the road, watching the path I wanted to take be yanked p by an angry construction crew right before my eyes...
Basically... I am stuck
I realized he is moving on... and it hurts so bad.
I am sitting at the fork in the road, watching the path I wanted to take be yanked p by an angry construction crew right before my eyes...
Basically... I am stuck
Letter to a friend
Dear Dani...
I think that you are being completely unreasonable. You are such a strong, confident, loving, and BEAUTIFUL woman... To see you put up with this treatment from the man who is supposed to be your husband, and the father of your children is completely ridiculous.
You say you are afraid of not having anyone there for you... well newsflash: The man has been in another state for MONTHS... when is the last time the kids even saw him?
The idea that you are working 2 jobs, consistently, and he fails to keep 1, upsets me.
I know... trust me when I say... I KNOW it's not my business, but I think you have done an outstanding job with your children. Even though they occasionally act up, they are boys, and yours are the MOST respectful I have EVER worked with.
Want to know the only difference between leaving the relationship and staying? If you leave, at least he will have to pay child support, and maybe you could find a real man who can treat you with the respect you deserve.
I know I told you before that you deserve SO much more than he has to offer... but I neglected to mention how POSSIBLE it would be for you to do better.
You can't sit and live this way, leaning on him to do things for you, when he only pulls through 5% of the time.
Your children look up to you so much, and you want them to know their mom is a STRONG, INDEPENDENT, woman... and you are, so what's holding you back now???
---sorry, had to vent it---
I think that you are being completely unreasonable. You are such a strong, confident, loving, and BEAUTIFUL woman... To see you put up with this treatment from the man who is supposed to be your husband, and the father of your children is completely ridiculous.
You say you are afraid of not having anyone there for you... well newsflash: The man has been in another state for MONTHS... when is the last time the kids even saw him?
The idea that you are working 2 jobs, consistently, and he fails to keep 1, upsets me.
I know... trust me when I say... I KNOW it's not my business, but I think you have done an outstanding job with your children. Even though they occasionally act up, they are boys, and yours are the MOST respectful I have EVER worked with.
Want to know the only difference between leaving the relationship and staying? If you leave, at least he will have to pay child support, and maybe you could find a real man who can treat you with the respect you deserve.
I know I told you before that you deserve SO much more than he has to offer... but I neglected to mention how POSSIBLE it would be for you to do better.
You can't sit and live this way, leaning on him to do things for you, when he only pulls through 5% of the time.
Your children look up to you so much, and you want them to know their mom is a STRONG, INDEPENDENT, woman... and you are, so what's holding you back now???
---sorry, had to vent it---
Bittersweet
Humm... My day, is SO much like this pair of shoes, wild, stylish, fun, and painful.
I performed in 'To Kill A Mockingbird' today for our tournament, and I think we did very well.
I had fun, we ate like pigs, we laughed 'til we cried, and I just loved life...
Downsides: This girl from school called my a ho, said I have a pig nose, and called my best friend a fag.
This other girl who was in the tournament with me continuously insulted me every time the opportunity arose... it hurt pretty bad... plus I was recently told by another girl that i am "just not cut out for drama"
The thing that bothers me, is even if I dislike somebody, I treat them with respect, and love, because I ty to practice what I preach.
One more entry tonight... may be private!
I performed in 'To Kill A Mockingbird' today for our tournament, and I think we did very well.
I had fun, we ate like pigs, we laughed 'til we cried, and I just loved life...
Downsides: This girl from school called my a ho, said I have a pig nose, and called my best friend a fag.
This other girl who was in the tournament with me continuously insulted me every time the opportunity arose... it hurt pretty bad... plus I was recently told by another girl that i am "just not cut out for drama"
The thing that bothers me, is even if I dislike somebody, I treat them with respect, and love, because I ty to practice what I preach.
One more entry tonight... may be private!
3.18.2010
Imagine....
I am in a wonderful world right now.
Living without fear, or hate. Only happiness.
Now, I have never been afraid of reptiles of any sort, but so many people are... and I just fell in love with this photo... because I overstep those boundaries!
Living without fear, or hate. Only happiness.
Now, I have never been afraid of reptiles of any sort, but so many people are... and I just fell in love with this photo... because I overstep those boundaries!
3.16.2010
She Found Herself a Nice Spot to Read
I am home safe from my retreat... a little frustrated with some things.... I see happy, new mom to my left, and I see a mom who is over it with her first teenager to my right... and I realize what a blessing life is. In some ways we are spitting images of our parents... in others we are complete opposites... but when we look at it deeper, we all are just looking for the feeling of appreciation, love, and admiration....
=)
If I could, I would get things to work out well for everyone... because it would make me happy... so much so, that I would feel fulfilled in life...
Now I am sort of babbling.
Oh, I love life!
=)
If I could, I would get things to work out well for everyone... because it would make me happy... so much so, that I would feel fulfilled in life...
Now I am sort of babbling.
Oh, I love life!
3.10.2010
Dark edges
I have dark edges
but all around I am so bright
shining,
straight to the heart
So... I am working now on a photo diary, and I will do a few videos too... I think I'll make it into a short video-journal of this coming weekend... which will be amazing...
Spring Church Rally for those of you who haven't followed long!
See what comes of it!
but all around I am so bright
shining,
straight to the heart
So... I am working now on a photo diary, and I will do a few videos too... I think I'll make it into a short video-journal of this coming weekend... which will be amazing...
Spring Church Rally for those of you who haven't followed long!
See what comes of it!
3.09.2010
Conjugal Tie
I am pretty much DRAINED. My ACT testing was today, and then I went to a soccer game. On the bright side, I got potato wedges, and mountain dew, and somebody complimented my hair! HAHA. Anyway. This is sort of a check-in.
If you are just scrolling by, subscribe... I am actually pretty interesting!
If you are just scrolling by, subscribe... I am actually pretty interesting!
3.06.2010
Pictures
I think I love taking photos. Again... these are mine... some of the flikr posts are NOT mine.. The one OF me is not mine however... It was taken by a lovely photographer, and awesome friend, Lisa Wade. I am working on getting my camera back in action... I have one more post I am posting today I think... so... yeah... =)
woods
I am so excited! Today we are going to Alice and Wonderland. I have wanted to see it for months. Also, I have another Church Rally coming up... which means I will be posting hundreds of photos again soon... hehe. I am so happy I am back into this blogging business again. I hope I get more readers. I love you guys... when I got on and realized I had more than 30 subscriptions, that's what made me do this again... and it has HELPED so much! I am venting here... and just saying what I feel.. and I don't have to be bummed out...
Thanks so much for subscribing and commenting... Hopefully more people will join in!
Thanks so much for subscribing and commenting... Hopefully more people will join in!
3.05.2010
So strong, yet so delicate
So strong... it can stand the wind, the rain, the birds landing on the branches... but one small thing can end it's existence.
So beautiful, standing alone...
I love my life today... and I think I have a lot of good coming my way!
So beautiful, standing alone...
I love my life today... and I think I have a lot of good coming my way!
3.04.2010
so delightful!
This is exactly how I feel...
I am tangled in happy little lights... walking around the world, letting everyone see me, unguarded, real. My personality and bright colors still shine through, and I reach out, and push my happy energy lights toward everyone...
I IM'd Jeanne tonight and told her that I had a bunch of Wonderful, and I came on to share some. So I gave her enough wonderful to last through the weekend... just through thought...
I love this photo... It is so me today... glowing, and brightly holding every little light inh a place where nobody else seems to want to shine... =) I love my life
I am tangled in happy little lights... walking around the world, letting everyone see me, unguarded, real. My personality and bright colors still shine through, and I reach out, and push my happy energy lights toward everyone...
I IM'd Jeanne tonight and told her that I had a bunch of Wonderful, and I came on to share some. So I gave her enough wonderful to last through the weekend... just through thought...
I love this photo... It is so me today... glowing, and brightly holding every little light inh a place where nobody else seems to want to shine... =) I love my life
You Are The Sister Of My Soul
Wonderful day today. I brought Christi birthday cupcakes. If you all recall, she came into the story of my life April of last year... and I said she'd be an important character. That has yet to change. I am so relaxed, and so very happy lately.
I am thinking in songs again... hence the title of my post (Pacha Mamas)
I miss my Brittany so BAD...
I sort of miss Casey again... woohoo... right? I sort of want to start hanging out again... but no rush.
I got sweet tea...
anyway... Everything was wonderful...
One really bitchy girl brought my mood down... but it was quickly restored with amazing life... hehe. I really love my life!
I am thinking in songs again... hence the title of my post (Pacha Mamas)
I miss my Brittany so BAD...
I sort of miss Casey again... woohoo... right? I sort of want to start hanging out again... but no rush.
I got sweet tea...
anyway... Everything was wonderful...
One really bitchy girl brought my mood down... but it was quickly restored with amazing life... hehe. I really love my life!
3.02.2010
This was 2 days ago...
This is my photo... I took it right outside our house... les than a quarter mile... didn't even have to leave our neighborhood!
Eye, don't cry
I feel like finally, I trust somebody... well... a couple people.... and they turn around, and make me feel useless. I do so much for them... and all of a sudden... I am nothing.
What the hell?!
So, I am here to say, if this is the case, I am much too good for you guys. I patiently wait, and forgive, and you.... YOU act like a 4 year old and refuse to admit you are wrong in this... I take blame where I was wrong... but for people to stand and pretend they are too good for me, when I put so much forth for them... well, dear... that's just BULLSHIT!
What the hell?!
So, I am here to say, if this is the case, I am much too good for you guys. I patiently wait, and forgive, and you.... YOU act like a 4 year old and refuse to admit you are wrong in this... I take blame where I was wrong... but for people to stand and pretend they are too good for me, when I put so much forth for them... well, dear... that's just BULLSHIT!
3.01.2010
I hate Black Coffee !!!
This so fits this past week for me. Out of the ordinary, extra colorful, warm, comforting, and ever-changing. I started with the red... hot, frustrated. Then the blue, I was sick, and down... and now, these past 3 days, have been green... rich and prosperous.
So, I recently realized I can link flickr to my blog. This is just a tester one... but all the info in it is accurate. I will be posting a lot more now, as flickr has been my home page for over a month, and I constantly am seeing photos that work with my emotion. I also can post MY photos with everything now... lets see how it works. <3
love you all
So, I recently realized I can link flickr to my blog. This is just a tester one... but all the info in it is accurate. I will be posting a lot more now, as flickr has been my home page for over a month, and I constantly am seeing photos that work with my emotion. I also can post MY photos with everything now... lets see how it works. <3
love you all
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