1.13.2010

Crying

So... Kevin and I broke up last weekend. It hasn't hit me really until today... He was my crying shoulder when I lost people before... And I called like 5 people tonight... NOBODY answered... all to busy I guess... and then Kevin thinks that I didn't trust him... I got mad because he stayed the night at another girls house... and used trust as something to hold against him. In reality, I wasn't mad... I was jealous... that he would rather spend time with that group of friends than me... and I was hurt...
and now, I have been crying for two hours, and Kevin said he is ANGRY with me because I didn't trust him, when in reality, he was the only person left that I trusted... now I feel alone... like... I have nobody

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