Dear Mom,
I know we have our differences. I know we argue a lot, and I am not always the ideal daughter... but even in that, you recognize the few ideal traits I have, and look at me with those.
I know I can be a pain at times, and I know sometimes you probably don't want to deal with me... but you do.
Even though we can be at each other's throats for days at a time, I still look at you, and have a big relief in my heart when I am reminded that our relationship is unique.
Most girls run and tell their best friend about the boy she met. Most girls run and talk to their best friend when they have a broken heart. And usually, most girls would sneak past their mom to go out with their best friend at night...
I am fortunate enough to say that you ARE my best friend in that respect, and I love that I can trust you that much.
Happy Mothers Day Mommy!!!
5.08.2010
To all my moms
Dear Moms.
It's Mothers Day.
Of course I came from MY mommy, but I have picked up moms throughout the years. I love you ladies dearly. You all do a lot for me.
Sometimes I can feel lonely, useless, and insecure. Sometimes I can feel down, and in trouble. Sometimes I can feel like there is no pain like that that I am feeling... But always, one of you comes through for me.
I have felt lonely, forgotten, neglected, and insecure... and each time those little thoughts come into play, you tackle them down, and make me feel needed and loved.
I love you guys!
It's Mothers Day.
Of course I came from MY mommy, but I have picked up moms throughout the years. I love you ladies dearly. You all do a lot for me.
Sometimes I can feel lonely, useless, and insecure. Sometimes I can feel down, and in trouble. Sometimes I can feel like there is no pain like that that I am feeling... But always, one of you comes through for me.
I have felt lonely, forgotten, neglected, and insecure... and each time those little thoughts come into play, you tackle them down, and make me feel needed and loved.
I love you guys!
5.04.2010
here.
She sits here
watching everyone
every day she grows
and she loves them more
but she simply watches
like her favorite show
and once in a while
they invite her on as a guest
but by the next episode
she has been forgotten
and nobody remembers her
nobody knows her love
and she weeps in the shadow
but is not noticed once
she is nobody's first thought
and nobody's last
but she loved them all
more than anyone loved them
watching everyone
every day she grows
and she loves them more
but she simply watches
like her favorite show
and once in a while
they invite her on as a guest
but by the next episode
she has been forgotten
and nobody remembers her
nobody knows her love
and she weeps in the shadow
but is not noticed once
she is nobody's first thought
and nobody's last
but she loved them all
more than anyone loved them
Feeling Groovy
I am sitting in school right now.
The catch: We have no school today.
I am using a teachers computer to broadcast this blog.
I am being held by a 6 year old and a 4 year old.
It's cold.
I have a small space heater behind this desk.
They are torturing me with "Bolt"
The halls are empty. Nobody in sight.
Nobody in any classrooms.
=)
The catch: We have no school today.
I am using a teachers computer to broadcast this blog.
I am being held by a 6 year old and a 4 year old.
It's cold.
I have a small space heater behind this desk.
They are torturing me with "Bolt"
The halls are empty. Nobody in sight.
Nobody in any classrooms.
=)
5.01.2010
(^_^)
I love love love people. I think today will be wonderful.
I am heading up to pigeon forge for Lexie-Nay's birthday.
Life is so good.
My sinuses are acting like waterfalls. YAY. LOL.
I am heading up to pigeon forge for Lexie-Nay's birthday.
Life is so good.
My sinuses are acting like waterfalls. YAY. LOL.
4.25.2010
I know what love is
This is a song from LeRoy White. Please take a couple minutes to read these lyrics.
It's worth it!
There's a little girl
with pretty curls
She's about 5 years old
and she's waiting at the gate
for her dad to come home
As he pulls around the corner
In his shiny white car
she feels the magic
light up in her heart.
And he picks her up
and he holds her
He says "I missed ya,
and I'm glad that your here"
As the little girl
lays her head on his shoulder
she whispers these words
in his ear
She says:
"Daddy,
I know exactly what love is
Love is real tender and true
love is the feeling my heart gets
when I'm being held close by you"
Now she's twenty,
and there's plenty
of love everywhere
She's getting married this morning
and her friends are all here
They gather together
to stand by her side
And she says goodbye
to this time in her life
And they each take
a moment to hold her
And tell her what she means to them
In a world that seems
to keep getting colder
She's been blessed
with warm family and friends
She says:
"I know exactly what love is
Love is real tender and true
love is the feeling my heart gets
when I'm being held close by you"
Now she is older
and no one told her
it gets crazy like this
She's going to night school
working two jobs
and she's raising three kids
The youngest one is crying
with a bruise on her knee
She needs attention
she needs sympathy
And she picks her up and she holds her
She remembers that magic she had
As the little girl lays her head on her shoulder
She knows exactly why she's workin this hard
She says:
"Little one,
I know exactly what love is
Love is real tender and true
love is the feeling my heart gets
when I'm being held close by you"
Now they are sixty
and their history
runs near forty years
They've burried their parents
and their grandkids are here
There's somethin about the way
they look in eachothers eyes
Speaks warmly about the meaning of life
And he holds his arms out to hold her
the feeling so familiar and warm
she thinks love's an unending endevour
from the last breath
to the first when your born
She says
"I know exactly what love is
Love is real tender and true
love is the feeling my heart gets
when I'm being held close by you"
Now she is eighty
and she's tired of being
in this home
her mans been gone for so long
and she feels so alone
she closes her eyes
and she begins to pray
a little comfort
just might come her way
And god picks her up
and he holds her
and she remembers
that feeling she had
She's not a woman,
whose life's almost over
She's a little girl
being held by her dad
It's worth it!
There's a little girl
with pretty curls
She's about 5 years old
and she's waiting at the gate
for her dad to come home
As he pulls around the corner
In his shiny white car
she feels the magic
light up in her heart.
And he picks her up
and he holds her
He says "I missed ya,
and I'm glad that your here"
As the little girl
lays her head on his shoulder
she whispers these words
in his ear
She says:
"Daddy,
I know exactly what love is
Love is real tender and true
love is the feeling my heart gets
when I'm being held close by you"
Now she's twenty,
and there's plenty
of love everywhere
She's getting married this morning
and her friends are all here
They gather together
to stand by her side
And she says goodbye
to this time in her life
And they each take
a moment to hold her
And tell her what she means to them
In a world that seems
to keep getting colder
She's been blessed
with warm family and friends
She says:
"I know exactly what love is
Love is real tender and true
love is the feeling my heart gets
when I'm being held close by you"
Now she is older
and no one told her
it gets crazy like this
She's going to night school
working two jobs
and she's raising three kids
The youngest one is crying
with a bruise on her knee
She needs attention
she needs sympathy
And she picks her up and she holds her
She remembers that magic she had
As the little girl lays her head on her shoulder
She knows exactly why she's workin this hard
She says:
"Little one,
I know exactly what love is
Love is real tender and true
love is the feeling my heart gets
when I'm being held close by you"
Now they are sixty
and their history
runs near forty years
They've burried their parents
and their grandkids are here
There's somethin about the way
they look in eachothers eyes
Speaks warmly about the meaning of life
And he holds his arms out to hold her
the feeling so familiar and warm
she thinks love's an unending endevour
from the last breath
to the first when your born
She says
"I know exactly what love is
Love is real tender and true
love is the feeling my heart gets
when I'm being held close by you"
Now she is eighty
and she's tired of being
in this home
her mans been gone for so long
and she feels so alone
she closes her eyes
and she begins to pray
a little comfort
just might come her way
And god picks her up
and he holds her
and she remembers
that feeling she had
She's not a woman,
whose life's almost over
She's a little girl
being held by her dad
Dance!
OK. Yesterday, I had the chance to go to Lexie's dance competition. All three of the pieces she performed recieved a 'Gold' recognition.
I sat with Jake and Nana... Kristi was backstage most of the performance.
We went to Ruby Tuesday for lunch, and I stuffed my face with portabella mushrooms. MMMMM.
Lexie was asleep by the time I got home. Poor thing was exhausted.
But, I very much enjoyed being able to talk with Nana during the breaks. I learned quite a bit. Plus I feel blessed to have stumbled upon this family.
Busy me, back to the real world tomorrow. As for today, however, I will be sitting around, skipping church for the first time in a while... hummmm
4.23.2010
4.20.2010
Lay me down to rest
I feel just like this today. Worn down, over worked, tired, but relaxed. Somewhat stressed, and EVERYTHING IS BLACK AND WHITE!
Change
Change:
It brings healing.
It brings pain.
I have decided, no matter what people think... I am content with the people I spend my time with.
Lexie and Jake are Ms. McCords angel-demons. hehe... I mean 'kids.' That family is one of the greatest things that has happened to me. Remember when I met Christi last year, about this time... actually... it was earth day last year... =) Well... similar, but different.
I met Ms. McCord, who happens to be named Kristi (hehe... both with 'I's' at the end of their names), at school LAST year... but never got close to her. I started getting to know her around the end of last semester, and just grew closer to them. It wasn't as instant of a connection as many prior... but, I don't know what I would do without her and her family.
Right now, I am helping her with Lexie's 8th birthday... They are fantastic kids, even if they can be a little rough.
I'll tell you how that plays out. =)
It brings healing.
It brings pain.
I have decided, no matter what people think... I am content with the people I spend my time with.
Lexie and Jake are Ms. McCords angel-demons. hehe... I mean 'kids.' That family is one of the greatest things that has happened to me. Remember when I met Christi last year, about this time... actually... it was earth day last year... =) Well... similar, but different.
I met Ms. McCord, who happens to be named Kristi (hehe... both with 'I's' at the end of their names), at school LAST year... but never got close to her. I started getting to know her around the end of last semester, and just grew closer to them. It wasn't as instant of a connection as many prior... but, I don't know what I would do without her and her family.
Right now, I am helping her with Lexie's 8th birthday... They are fantastic kids, even if they can be a little rough.
I'll tell you how that plays out. =)
4.08.2010
Today...
I saw some of the greatest people I have ever known.
I saw Mrs. Sanderson, and wanted to cry when I left.
I saw Mr. Gallagher... and wanted to cry when I left.
These two are just the greatest. It meant so much to see them. Gallagher, or Gaylicker, spent the whole day with me, and I was SO relieved to find out that he has a girlfriend... and just GUESS what her name is... guess...
Jeanne.
3.25.2010
Photoshoot
I have a photoshoot Saturday... on top of the fact that we are moving to a new house that day also. I am so excited about both!
Today we went shopping and got a dress for my shoot, and looked at dishes for the new house
Today we went shopping and got a dress for my shoot, and looked at dishes for the new house
3.22.2010
Here comes the sun
Here comes the sun ♪ ♫
I am about to head out with Brandon. I love that kid! haha. We ARE going to school, but it just makes me think we are kicking off one hell of a week.
I always love spending time with Brandon... especially because his personality is so much like Brittany's... at the same time... they are SO opposites.
I had a dream last night that was really weird... and then, at 4:48 this morning, somebody called me with a restricted number. Whoever this is has been calling me for the past 24 hours, at random times. I think I suspect who it is... and I think it's just to annoy the hell out of me... UGH
I am about to head out with Brandon. I love that kid! haha. We ARE going to school, but it just makes me think we are kicking off one hell of a week.
I always love spending time with Brandon... especially because his personality is so much like Brittany's... at the same time... they are SO opposites.
I had a dream last night that was really weird... and then, at 4:48 this morning, somebody called me with a restricted number. Whoever this is has been calling me for the past 24 hours, at random times. I think I suspect who it is... and I think it's just to annoy the hell out of me... UGH
99 CENT FRIES
This so reminds me of my best friend. Oh, how I miss her. =)
We would sit out in the sun for hours. The one in the yellow would be Brittany, and the one in the white would be me... =) I love this
We would sit out in the sun for hours. The one in the yellow would be Brittany, and the one in the white would be me... =) I love this
3.21.2010
If you were stranded on a desert island, which one person would you bring with you?
AHHH! I am tied between 2. One would be Brandon... but I'm afraid he'd get an awful sunburn, and would enjoy it less...
Brittany... would tan well, swim a bunch, and as long as she had a camera, we'd be in pretty good shape. HAHA!. I gotta love that girl!
Public Interview
Ask me anything http://formspring.me/samisimplicity
It's basically a public interview. I may end up posting questions and responses here
It's basically a public interview. I may end up posting questions and responses here
It's spring again
It's spring... and it's beautiful. I am off to church, and feeling that this will be a wonderful day... =)
3.20.2010
Finale - Banana Republic
I love my best friends:
Britany- You are the most wonderful friend, always. Through thick and thin... You're wonderful... and you know it
Brandon- Gosh... I am so in love with being your best friend. I don't know what I would do without you!
Britany- You are the most wonderful friend, always. Through thick and thin... You're wonderful... and you know it
Brandon- Gosh... I am so in love with being your best friend. I don't know what I would do without you!
3.19.2010
Today
Today, I found out, that Kevin, does, indeed, have another girlfriend. I cried, and I don't think he knows it... I was sitting right next to him, but I just leaned against the window for the ride home, and pretended to sleep.
I realized he is moving on... and it hurts so bad.
I am sitting at the fork in the road, watching the path I wanted to take be yanked p by an angry construction crew right before my eyes...
Basically... I am stuck
I realized he is moving on... and it hurts so bad.
I am sitting at the fork in the road, watching the path I wanted to take be yanked p by an angry construction crew right before my eyes...
Basically... I am stuck
Letter to a friend
Dear Dani...
I think that you are being completely unreasonable. You are such a strong, confident, loving, and BEAUTIFUL woman... To see you put up with this treatment from the man who is supposed to be your husband, and the father of your children is completely ridiculous.
You say you are afraid of not having anyone there for you... well newsflash: The man has been in another state for MONTHS... when is the last time the kids even saw him?
The idea that you are working 2 jobs, consistently, and he fails to keep 1, upsets me.
I know... trust me when I say... I KNOW it's not my business, but I think you have done an outstanding job with your children. Even though they occasionally act up, they are boys, and yours are the MOST respectful I have EVER worked with.
Want to know the only difference between leaving the relationship and staying? If you leave, at least he will have to pay child support, and maybe you could find a real man who can treat you with the respect you deserve.
I know I told you before that you deserve SO much more than he has to offer... but I neglected to mention how POSSIBLE it would be for you to do better.
You can't sit and live this way, leaning on him to do things for you, when he only pulls through 5% of the time.
Your children look up to you so much, and you want them to know their mom is a STRONG, INDEPENDENT, woman... and you are, so what's holding you back now???
---sorry, had to vent it---
I think that you are being completely unreasonable. You are such a strong, confident, loving, and BEAUTIFUL woman... To see you put up with this treatment from the man who is supposed to be your husband, and the father of your children is completely ridiculous.
You say you are afraid of not having anyone there for you... well newsflash: The man has been in another state for MONTHS... when is the last time the kids even saw him?
The idea that you are working 2 jobs, consistently, and he fails to keep 1, upsets me.
I know... trust me when I say... I KNOW it's not my business, but I think you have done an outstanding job with your children. Even though they occasionally act up, they are boys, and yours are the MOST respectful I have EVER worked with.
Want to know the only difference between leaving the relationship and staying? If you leave, at least he will have to pay child support, and maybe you could find a real man who can treat you with the respect you deserve.
I know I told you before that you deserve SO much more than he has to offer... but I neglected to mention how POSSIBLE it would be for you to do better.
You can't sit and live this way, leaning on him to do things for you, when he only pulls through 5% of the time.
Your children look up to you so much, and you want them to know their mom is a STRONG, INDEPENDENT, woman... and you are, so what's holding you back now???
---sorry, had to vent it---
Bittersweet
Humm... My day, is SO much like this pair of shoes, wild, stylish, fun, and painful.
I performed in 'To Kill A Mockingbird' today for our tournament, and I think we did very well.
I had fun, we ate like pigs, we laughed 'til we cried, and I just loved life...
Downsides: This girl from school called my a ho, said I have a pig nose, and called my best friend a fag.
This other girl who was in the tournament with me continuously insulted me every time the opportunity arose... it hurt pretty bad... plus I was recently told by another girl that i am "just not cut out for drama"
The thing that bothers me, is even if I dislike somebody, I treat them with respect, and love, because I ty to practice what I preach.
One more entry tonight... may be private!
I performed in 'To Kill A Mockingbird' today for our tournament, and I think we did very well.
I had fun, we ate like pigs, we laughed 'til we cried, and I just loved life...
Downsides: This girl from school called my a ho, said I have a pig nose, and called my best friend a fag.
This other girl who was in the tournament with me continuously insulted me every time the opportunity arose... it hurt pretty bad... plus I was recently told by another girl that i am "just not cut out for drama"
The thing that bothers me, is even if I dislike somebody, I treat them with respect, and love, because I ty to practice what I preach.
One more entry tonight... may be private!
3.18.2010
Imagine....
I am in a wonderful world right now.
Living without fear, or hate. Only happiness.
Now, I have never been afraid of reptiles of any sort, but so many people are... and I just fell in love with this photo... because I overstep those boundaries!
Living without fear, or hate. Only happiness.
Now, I have never been afraid of reptiles of any sort, but so many people are... and I just fell in love with this photo... because I overstep those boundaries!
3.16.2010
She Found Herself a Nice Spot to Read
I am home safe from my retreat... a little frustrated with some things.... I see happy, new mom to my left, and I see a mom who is over it with her first teenager to my right... and I realize what a blessing life is. In some ways we are spitting images of our parents... in others we are complete opposites... but when we look at it deeper, we all are just looking for the feeling of appreciation, love, and admiration....
=)
If I could, I would get things to work out well for everyone... because it would make me happy... so much so, that I would feel fulfilled in life...
Now I am sort of babbling.
Oh, I love life!
=)
If I could, I would get things to work out well for everyone... because it would make me happy... so much so, that I would feel fulfilled in life...
Now I am sort of babbling.
Oh, I love life!
3.10.2010
Dark edges
I have dark edges
but all around I am so bright
shining,
straight to the heart
So... I am working now on a photo diary, and I will do a few videos too... I think I'll make it into a short video-journal of this coming weekend... which will be amazing...
Spring Church Rally for those of you who haven't followed long!
See what comes of it!
but all around I am so bright
shining,
straight to the heart
So... I am working now on a photo diary, and I will do a few videos too... I think I'll make it into a short video-journal of this coming weekend... which will be amazing...
Spring Church Rally for those of you who haven't followed long!
See what comes of it!
3.09.2010
Conjugal Tie
I am pretty much DRAINED. My ACT testing was today, and then I went to a soccer game. On the bright side, I got potato wedges, and mountain dew, and somebody complimented my hair! HAHA. Anyway. This is sort of a check-in.
If you are just scrolling by, subscribe... I am actually pretty interesting!
If you are just scrolling by, subscribe... I am actually pretty interesting!
3.06.2010
Pictures
I think I love taking photos. Again... these are mine... some of the flikr posts are NOT mine.. The one OF me is not mine however... It was taken by a lovely photographer, and awesome friend, Lisa Wade. I am working on getting my camera back in action... I have one more post I am posting today I think... so... yeah... =)
woods
I am so excited! Today we are going to Alice and Wonderland. I have wanted to see it for months. Also, I have another Church Rally coming up... which means I will be posting hundreds of photos again soon... hehe. I am so happy I am back into this blogging business again. I hope I get more readers. I love you guys... when I got on and realized I had more than 30 subscriptions, that's what made me do this again... and it has HELPED so much! I am venting here... and just saying what I feel.. and I don't have to be bummed out...
Thanks so much for subscribing and commenting... Hopefully more people will join in!
Thanks so much for subscribing and commenting... Hopefully more people will join in!
3.05.2010
So strong, yet so delicate
So strong... it can stand the wind, the rain, the birds landing on the branches... but one small thing can end it's existence.
So beautiful, standing alone...
I love my life today... and I think I have a lot of good coming my way!
So beautiful, standing alone...
I love my life today... and I think I have a lot of good coming my way!
3.04.2010
so delightful!
This is exactly how I feel...
I am tangled in happy little lights... walking around the world, letting everyone see me, unguarded, real. My personality and bright colors still shine through, and I reach out, and push my happy energy lights toward everyone...
I IM'd Jeanne tonight and told her that I had a bunch of Wonderful, and I came on to share some. So I gave her enough wonderful to last through the weekend... just through thought...
I love this photo... It is so me today... glowing, and brightly holding every little light inh a place where nobody else seems to want to shine... =) I love my life
I am tangled in happy little lights... walking around the world, letting everyone see me, unguarded, real. My personality and bright colors still shine through, and I reach out, and push my happy energy lights toward everyone...
I IM'd Jeanne tonight and told her that I had a bunch of Wonderful, and I came on to share some. So I gave her enough wonderful to last through the weekend... just through thought...
I love this photo... It is so me today... glowing, and brightly holding every little light inh a place where nobody else seems to want to shine... =) I love my life
You Are The Sister Of My Soul
Wonderful day today. I brought Christi birthday cupcakes. If you all recall, she came into the story of my life April of last year... and I said she'd be an important character. That has yet to change. I am so relaxed, and so very happy lately.
I am thinking in songs again... hence the title of my post (Pacha Mamas)
I miss my Brittany so BAD...
I sort of miss Casey again... woohoo... right? I sort of want to start hanging out again... but no rush.
I got sweet tea...
anyway... Everything was wonderful...
One really bitchy girl brought my mood down... but it was quickly restored with amazing life... hehe. I really love my life!
I am thinking in songs again... hence the title of my post (Pacha Mamas)
I miss my Brittany so BAD...
I sort of miss Casey again... woohoo... right? I sort of want to start hanging out again... but no rush.
I got sweet tea...
anyway... Everything was wonderful...
One really bitchy girl brought my mood down... but it was quickly restored with amazing life... hehe. I really love my life!
3.02.2010
This was 2 days ago...
This is my photo... I took it right outside our house... les than a quarter mile... didn't even have to leave our neighborhood!
Eye, don't cry
I feel like finally, I trust somebody... well... a couple people.... and they turn around, and make me feel useless. I do so much for them... and all of a sudden... I am nothing.
What the hell?!
So, I am here to say, if this is the case, I am much too good for you guys. I patiently wait, and forgive, and you.... YOU act like a 4 year old and refuse to admit you are wrong in this... I take blame where I was wrong... but for people to stand and pretend they are too good for me, when I put so much forth for them... well, dear... that's just BULLSHIT!
What the hell?!
So, I am here to say, if this is the case, I am much too good for you guys. I patiently wait, and forgive, and you.... YOU act like a 4 year old and refuse to admit you are wrong in this... I take blame where I was wrong... but for people to stand and pretend they are too good for me, when I put so much forth for them... well, dear... that's just BULLSHIT!
3.01.2010
I hate Black Coffee !!!
This so fits this past week for me. Out of the ordinary, extra colorful, warm, comforting, and ever-changing. I started with the red... hot, frustrated. Then the blue, I was sick, and down... and now, these past 3 days, have been green... rich and prosperous.
So, I recently realized I can link flickr to my blog. This is just a tester one... but all the info in it is accurate. I will be posting a lot more now, as flickr has been my home page for over a month, and I constantly am seeing photos that work with my emotion. I also can post MY photos with everything now... lets see how it works. <3
love you all
So, I recently realized I can link flickr to my blog. This is just a tester one... but all the info in it is accurate. I will be posting a lot more now, as flickr has been my home page for over a month, and I constantly am seeing photos that work with my emotion. I also can post MY photos with everything now... lets see how it works. <3
love you all
2.17.2010
I am getting over this
I am getting over this icky sickness...
We haven't had school in 8 days....
I'm tired, and coughing, and aching...
but all complaints aside...
My antibiotic is helpful...
I'll be seeing an ENT, probably to get a tube put in my ear... oh joy!
We haven't had school in 8 days....
I'm tired, and coughing, and aching...
but all complaints aside...
My antibiotic is helpful...
I'll be seeing an ENT, probably to get a tube put in my ear... oh joy!
2.16.2010
Sometimes
I wonder where I'll be in 20 years... how much will I succeed? Where will my flaws be, and what will I regret? Hell... I wonder about 2 years from now... humm... random thought of the day
2.15.2010
Scream at it, praise it, and stab it in the back!
Great weekend. I went to the movies and saw Valentines Day with Brandon. <3 Love Love Love Love. Then I came home, got on facebook... and for some unknown reason, Kevin deleted my facebook page... and I cried for a moment... screamed about it, and packed up and went to the Hilton resort to see some family staying in town for a couple days.
Then yesterday, I had church... and we went to 3 retirement homes after we left the church, and gave out Valentines hugs and "kisses." <3
Yeah, life is good... but I am so pissed about him deleting me... it really confuses me.
Then yesterday, I had church... and we went to 3 retirement homes after we left the church, and gave out Valentines hugs and "kisses." <3
Yeah, life is good... but I am so pissed about him deleting me... it really confuses me.
2.09.2010
I also miss
Kevin knowing what was wrong before anyone...
just saying. He changed his profile picture today and it was a picture of HIM for the first time in months... and I cried... wtf?
ANYWAY
I had a good day aside from that.
Mommy and Sami hit the town, and got our nails done.
I felt understood for the first time since everything died.
That's how I address that dark time: When everything dies...
hmmmm...
Life is better every day. I still feel incomplete... listen to that song: Incomplete by Alanis... its in my playlist right there -->
just saying. He changed his profile picture today and it was a picture of HIM for the first time in months... and I cried... wtf?
ANYWAY
I had a good day aside from that.
Mommy and Sami hit the town, and got our nails done.
I felt understood for the first time since everything died.
That's how I address that dark time: When everything dies...
hmmmm...
Life is better every day. I still feel incomplete... listen to that song: Incomplete by Alanis... its in my playlist right there -->
2.08.2010
You know?
You know what I miss:
I miss 3 am chats with Jeanne... lol...
I miss laughing till my stomach hurts on the phone with Raydel
I miss starbucks with Brittany
I miss acting with Kevin
I miss understanding people like Casey
I miss crying on Dixies shoulder
I miss reading bible verses that promote homosexuality with Judi
I miss skinny dipping with Brittany
I miss singing with Cassie
I miss 1st period with Brandon.
I miss Wet'n'Wild with Anna and Brit
I miss spending 7 hours at the mall with Julianna
I miss movies with Hannah
I miss Piña Coladas with Deanna
I miss hiking with Christi
I miss feeling welcome by people
I miss stopping by Carmen's room before school every day and laughing at her goofy husband.
I miss running away from Price trying to throw his shoe at me for forgetting my lines.
I miss laughing until I cried with Judy
I miss singing along with Amy at stardust
I miss being tossed 10 feet in the air while Dara screamed advice at me.
I miss 3 am chats with Jeanne... lol...
I miss laughing till my stomach hurts on the phone with Raydel
I miss starbucks with Brittany
I miss acting with Kevin
I miss understanding people like Casey
I miss crying on Dixies shoulder
I miss reading bible verses that promote homosexuality with Judi
I miss skinny dipping with Brittany
I miss singing with Cassie
I miss 1st period with Brandon.
I miss Wet'n'Wild with Anna and Brit
I miss spending 7 hours at the mall with Julianna
I miss movies with Hannah
I miss Piña Coladas with Deanna
I miss hiking with Christi
I miss feeling welcome by people
I miss stopping by Carmen's room before school every day and laughing at her goofy husband.
I miss running away from Price trying to throw his shoe at me for forgetting my lines.
I miss laughing until I cried with Judy
I miss singing along with Amy at stardust
I miss being tossed 10 feet in the air while Dara screamed advice at me.
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